Saturday, May 8, 2010

Happy Mother's Day!

I received an e-mail forward this week multiple times, and even though I never send forwards, I felt compelled to pass this along to some of the special mamas in my life, then compelled to share it here for all those mamas who read this blog. This pretty much sums up why, after spending the better part of today cleaning out the basement storage room, I made sure that the broken down crib was placed back in for safe keeping...just in case. Yes my kids are 5 and almost 4 and veterans of crib sleeping...but a girl can dream, right? :) Happy Mother's Day!

Before I was a Mom,
I never tripped over toys
or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not
my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.


Before I was a Mom,
I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control
of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.


Before I was a Mom,

I never held down a screaming child
so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night
watching a baby sleep.


Before I was a Mom,
I never held a sleeping baby just because
I didn't want to put her down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces
when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small
could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.


Before I was a Mom,
I didn't know the feeling of
having my heart outside my body..
I didn't know how special it could feel
to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond
between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small
could make me feel so important and happy.


Before I was a Mom,

I had never gotten up repeatedly in the middle of the night
to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth,
the joy,
the love,
the heartache,
the wonderment
or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much,
before I was a Mom.

1 comment:

Witkowski Family said...

Happy Mother's Day Erin, enjoy your day...maybe one day you'll get to use that crib again...you brave soul, you :)